I am ready for a fresh start (again) in my life and my business. As I noted in my previous post, there is a lot of my life that has been in flux. Some things have settled down, and some things have ramped up.
On Moving
After we learned about being rejected for the mortgage we applied for, things seem to be moving quickly. We decided to pivot and find someplace to rent, at least for the next year, when we plan to re-assess our options and perhaps apply again for a mortgage. We put in some applications and looked at some places. If everything goes according to plan, we will be moving around the middle of August into a three-bedroom townhouse. We don’t particularly want to move, but since we must, it will be a fresh start. We have continued to release things we no longer want. This has only amped up as we have started packing.
On a New Program
Not purchasing a house freed up some funds, and I was able to enroll in a new business accelerator, Creatrix Calling. I started delving into that this past Tuesday, and I am so excited to see where the next seven weeks will take me. I will start by accessing myself and my gifts to see where I am at right now. Then we will delve into creating an offer that will be amazing for my clients. I will learn about market research and sales.
On a New Level of Commitment
Due to these major changes in my life and business, I have recommitted to myself and my business. I will be showing up for myself in a brand-new way, and I am very excited to see what comes of it.
For my homework for Creatrix Calling, I took myself out on a Prosperity Working Date to consciously create and commit to the process. I enjoyed some lunch at Border Grill and desert at 231 West. These circles are on the wall at 231 West. Aren’t they beautiful? I would like something like this in my home.
Clearing Out the Old
In order to create a space for the new, I am planning on ditching some old ways of operating. I really leaned into the question of what old ways of operating I needed to release in order to allow this new space. Here is what I have come up with. These are things that I have already been focusing on. However, by talking about them in a public forum, I am bringing them into an even deeper level of awareness and accountability.
• Complaining
• Not showing up 100%
• Allowing myself to feel discouraged and defeated.
• Placing others’ wisdom before my intuition
• Comparing, especially seeing others as better than me
• Feeling jealous over the success of others, as opposed to seeing it as a map of what is possible
• Not maintaining strong boundaries
• Making myself wrong
• Needing to argue with others to make myself right
• Not choosing to act in a conscious way with intention and integrity
• Not being completely, unapologetically authentic
• Not celebrating all of my wins
